Dearest Neha,
I have once again heard that we are delayed. This time not for any other reasons that India's incompetence as far as I am concerned. Can you tell by my tone that I have moved from desperate to pissed. Pissed simply by a lack of effort in my child's life, ok, maybe not effort (because my dear friend just reported her daughter is almost perfectly healthy from the same orphanage), but urgency and care for your over all well-being. I have asked Ganesha, the remover of all obstacles. I have prayed (not standard procedure for me) so many times I cant count. I'm at a loss for the bigger picture at this point. Patience, understanding, and acceptance for the process flew out the window last week. I'm done with the every moment checking of emails. I so over missing you. Our most recent update says you are healthy and well, we expect to hear something of guardianship in September.
Erica, I feel your pain. It is so frustrating, so infuriating, so unjust, nothing anyone says makes it feel any better. You have every right to feel so pissed. Your feelings are completely understandable. All I can say is, you will have your daughter. Neha will be in your arms. Just a little bit longer.... You are in my thoughts, always. Love, Emily
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